I have been postponing this project for an entire year finding excuses about not being good enough with Technology, with my speaking Skills, language Skills and so on. But I actually have realized that I have something to offer and I can partially achieve one of the dreams I had in my teenage time. I wanted to Work in Radio (including acting and dancing as profession) but unfortunately I wasn’t able to, due to the restrictions of my father, that follows a very strict religion and comes from a south italian mindset which I consider very conservative and preservative on their tradition on what is good and bad for a girl that inspires a career.
I’d love to Thank Gaia, Owner of Soul33, one of my greatest guides in this lifetime, because without her support and push, this evolving process was not even thinkable for me; to deeply understand that I have many talents, some of them very defined and specific, in alignment with my Soul Mission of this one to all my previous lifes.
What I want to offer here is something very humble, starting from my story, to storytelling you other beautiful stories too. While Working and Living around the world, I opened up a Door to learn how to be more open, vulnerable, fragile and sometimes less strong and less emotional too. I found out that many people found my story very interesting and I felt the same towards others lifes too. Then I was always wondering how I could pass this message to others that maybe can’t travel that much, that don’t see a way out in their present time, but want great inspirations and make a change in their own life. I found out also that rather than my spiritual inner work, meeting incredible people was really what changes your life in an instant with simply using the power of the Word and the Condivision of it, that makes everything tasting so different, so profound and deep at many levels.
Through others experiences we can find the strength to change our lives, that little push and kick that is needed in order to make a change.
The Podcast is under the Category of Spirituality because most the people that I will interview here have different beliefs but they definitely have a spiritual and holistic background and that way of living their life. These people could overcome difficult times, hard issues in their life and reach important goals in their own existence with the help of the faith they had and have in living.
And who is Dileri? Well today I am a Holistic Bodyworker, that combines different Bodywork techniques that start from the Sacred Touch of Ayurveda and implement Disciplines as Pilates, Yoga Basic Classes, Pranayama, Myofascial Release and Active Body Movement which includes Dance without structure or steps and Active Meditations. I believe we all need to release the energy that is stuck within us. I help people through Bodies and how the Body Manifest, Express and Makes you understand what’s the message it sends to you in order to make a change.
My Journey started in 2005 when I was looking for a Summer Job while I had 3 months rest of the scholastic year. I was really lucky even without any previous experience, to be asked to go to Egypt, Sharm El Sheik to work in a resort as a Tourist Animator. This Job requires lots of effort because you are an entertainer of kids, adults, preparing interesting and fun activities with them and also you have to be on the stage, doing group dancing, acting, doing games and so on. I spent about 3 weeks there and, on 23rd of July a Bomb exploded into the Resort I was working for, called Ghazala Garden. That night two other Bombs exploded in other parts of the city resulting in 88 deaths and many others injured. It was a terrorist attack. Although that evening It was my turn to be inside of the Resort, luckily I wasn’t there that night. I joined my colleagues on taking guests out on a Beautiful Disco in Town. I won’t go into details of the week after the Bomb but as a team we needed to make sure all the guests could reach Italy back and safe as soon as possible. That event wasn’t Traumatic for me at the precise time that it happened, but left some undeletable change of my personality and in my life forever. Months after I started waking up in the morning in my bed, crying and thinking about the Egyptian Sea. My body started reacting very weirdly from manifesting enormous anxiety, to have food intolerances, digestive issues and to lead me to a very strong back pain that left me really down for the year after it. I was 20 years old at that time and I was living under the same roof with my father in Milan. That Event of course, had a strong impact on him, that he felt it was right to suggest me before leaving, to not to go to this kind of “dangerous” and risky destination and to the fact that in his mind he almost lost his daughter. He felt I shouldn’t have traveled anymore to stay safe and close to him but actually for me that event initiated my gipsy life, I wanted to travel even more, I was simply feeling that if that one was the last moment of my life, I wanted to make sure I travel as much as I can.
For me, the Sharm El Sheik experience was simply the beginning of an internal change. For the very first time I have really looked within myself. I have been starting to question who I was, who I really wanted to be and which change I could make on myself to be a better person without acting as I have been taught since I was child (so without parents, families or society conditioning).
So I realized I had something to Heal. I felt all the Burden on my shoulders of not being Happy in the company of my parents, not with my mother but not even moving with my father was the smoothest choice.
Facing all these issues, I met amazing people and I decided to begin with them my holistic path. It wasn’t easy. My rejection and frustration was only at the beginning of getting out of myself. I needed a cleanse. I needed to express my anger, to take care of my body in a different way I have learnt my whole life.